Harapan

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Bila kita letakkan harapan kita pada sesuatu, kita selalu akan pastikan bahawa harapan itu terletak di tempat yang selamat dan terjamin. Tidak ada orang yang mahu mengharapkan pada sesuatu yang kurang pasti. Begitu juga dengan diri aku ini.

Bila mengharap, biarlah pada yang pasti. Segala yang kurang pasti itu, aku letakkan di tepi. Aku tidak terus buang. kerana aku sendiri kurang pasti, apakah ianya seperti yang aku rasa, atau sebaliknya...

Walau apa pun, aku tetap mengharap...tetapi mengharap hanya pada yang PASTI.

Gambar tu menunjukkan yang orang besar & orang kecik sedang bergaduh. Orang besar tu ingatkan yang dia dah besar sgt. Yang orang kecik pulak ingat yang walaupun dia kecik, tapi dia kuat. Namun, kedua2 tak sedar yang masing2 ada kelemahan tersendiri. Suka hati la...
gadoh la korang sampai tua nanti...muahahaha

Rindu....

Assalamualaikum

Bila rindu dipendam,

Lalu doa tersemat,

Sebagai tanda ingatan,

Yang tulus lagi ikhlas.


Biarlah orang tidak tahu dan tidak mengerti,
asalkan diri kita yang faham.

Gone

Assalammualaikum

Please let me disappear for a while...

I have to recharge my battery...

Will be back in a couple of months....

Take care...

Touch

Assalammualaikum...

Sometimes we may touched other peoples' heart without knowing it...and it also goes the other way round.

I always believed that there will always be a reason for EVERYTHING that happened in my life. Therefore, I will TRY not going to worry about the unnecessary things. I want to keep moving forward and do wanna look back, although sometimes we have to look back...

For the unsure things, I will try not to think about it....I want to leave it to Allah and let Him handle it for me... I know that I have to strive my best, but certain things are just beyond our limit...

and the BEST help always comes from ALLAH, coz HE is the ONE who controls everything. And we as human, will tend to forget about that =(

"La hawla wala quwwata illa billahil 'aliyyul 'adhzim..."

My Career

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These few months have been pretty hectic. Last Sunday, I had a private meeting with the boss of my working place. The purpose of the meeting was to negotiate about my salary and to ask about the course which I have to take in order to pursue in the Early Childhood career.

I am thinking that I am NOT going to take it as I just would want to gain experience through this job. But then, she told me that I have to take or else I would have to resign. Then I answered: "If that is the case, then I think that I shall quit." Her face changed as she was sooooo shocked that I said like that.

Ok, I know that it is quite personal to say this kinda thing in a blog. But somehow, I think that would not be staying too long in this kind of environment. At first, I thought that I could stay long as I always enjoyed with the kids. But then, there is a sudden change in my passion. I do not enjoyed much. and I could not understand much. I admit to my boss that it IS MY MISTAKe because I did not think carefully while accepting the offer.

And because of the confusion, I cried that night. I texted W. This is how it goes:

Me: W, ko rasa aku ni senang give up nye orang tak?

Him: Tak =)

Me: Thanks W. I really need to hear that :)

Him: Jangan pikir bukan2 k...

Me: Khair InsyaAllah. Aku kena kuat. Doakan k =)

Him: Selalu doakan ko... Gi rehat, sok keje kan...


How I wish that he was here with me. But somehow, I am grateful that he is always with me eventhough he is far. Thank you, W. and thank YOU, ALLAH for giving me a friend like him.

Beyond Expectation

Assalamualaikum....

Baru je nak sedey2 sbb ingatkan W dah lupakan dyah, tetiba ALLAh bagi dyah sesuatu yang di luar jangkaan...Alhamdulillah...

Semalam off day. so kuar jumpa Yunita...kita jumpa dlm kul 12+.. gi makan, shopping jap, then chill2 story...heee~

Then dalam kul 3 gitu, aku dapat sms dari W:

"Fadiah, aku kat s'pore...Nana pun ada sini. Dia minta bday present. hehe."

Dyah pun dgn excited membalas. Sms punye sms, dipendekkan cerita, kita pun decide untuk jumpa. Diorg nak gi Sentosa. So tyme tu pun kebetulan nak alek, Dyah terus shoot ke Sentosa. & FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, i went to SENTOSA, all by myself. (sbb diorang naik bas ramai2 gi Sentosa). & Alhamdulillah tak sesat. huhuhu...

I met them at the beach station & from there, we went to the Merlion, played the LUGE (aku & nana je main. W duduk tepi dgn Muja, pegangkan beg kita...heeee~), walked at Siloso & rode the beach tram. weeeee~

Then, when they are about to go to the next event, which is the Songs of the Sea show, W and I decided to go back, as the show required ticket to enter. kita mana sempat nak beli, abeh budak2 ni dah beli siang2. huhuhu.

Lepas je 'berpisah' dgn diorang, kita decide nak gi makan sbb lapar giler. Sampai Vivo je, kita makan kat Breeks. Masa makan2 tu, sempatlah citer2. mcm2 jugak la citer until one part ni, dah tak tahu nak citer apa lagi...hehe

Pas abes makan, aku ingat nak bayar, abeh W dah bayarkan dulu. Apa la dia ni...tak bagi aku can nak blanja dia. huhu. Pas makan, kita alek sbb sok aku keja. Kita naik cab & head to our own different way.


P/S: Entry kali ni pakai bahasa rojak sbb otak ni kurang berfungsi sikit. Huhuh.

Forget

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Mayb dia dah lupakan Dyah...

maybe....