This entry is all about PLANNING...
As all of you would know that I am kind of person who would LIKE to plan, but I DO plan... and recently I did alot of planning (and I mean ALOT)...
But somehow, there are always obstacles that will come along the way... and I am aware of that.
For instance, Today was supposed to be the day that I go to SENTOSA with Yunita & Salmano. However, the plan were changed because both of them could not make it. Y has to stay @ home, while S is sick. Soooo, I stayed @ home for the whole day. The plan is forwarded to next Monday. InsyaAllah.
And for today, I have learnt a lot of things...
- How to cook Lauk Pindang.
It is a simple dish. All you need are some onion, ginger, shallot, garlic, turmeric, green & red chilis & some Asam Jawa. Oh ya, do add in the fish or meat.
- To tolerate with the things which I do not like.
I had a long and sweet conversation with my parents during dinner time. We discussed regarding our behaviour towards each other. For example, I will tend to have this argument with my mom...I told her that I dislikes the way she tend to repeat what she had told me before. But then dad told me that it is just the way of a mother. He said "When you become a mother, then you will know the needs of repeating things." Yeah yeah yeah...
So far, that are the lessons which I received today. And yeah, I also did some changes for today. For example, my feelings towards W. Alhamdulillah (rasa mcm nak sujud syukur aje) this feeling are neutral. No more the 'I love You' feeling. Only the like and care are left. He is indeed a one hell of a good guy. Yeah really. That WAS why I have feelings towards him. Well, tried not to follow this feeling. Sometimes I succeed, but there are time of failures too. I was overwhelmed by this feeling, until I forgot where I stand. When he treat me casually, then I realized that I am JUST friend to him. I did not blame him, coz he already stated his stand. The problem is with ME. And now, Alhamdulillah, my feeling is more stable than before (agaknya berkat doa yg tidak putus2...Subhanallah)
And I am soooo looking forward for Friday. There will gonna b slumber par-Tee! yeaY!
ok la, gotta go. Must sleep before 12. Toodles!
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