The Busy Bee

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

How have you been?

As for me, it was a hectic months. Been busy completing the LP, filling in the students record, preparing props & decor, arranging the plans and so on....

Last two weeks was at the peak. I went back from work after maghrib, almost everyday!!!! Luckily, the school is near to my house. Just a 15 mins walking distance.

And Alhmdulillah, all of it has been completed! Though I fall sick for the last two days... Huhu

But anyway, I am satisfied with my performance (though there are some shortcomings) as I get to see the
improved performance of my students.

It is something which money can't buy and cannot be describe in words. It is such a wonderful feeling. Mmmmm~

Ok, so that's about my work.

Now, back to my life.

I have been attending weddings for these past few weeks. 3 weddings altogether. One is my friend from uni, another 2 are my bestfriends. ^^

I am glad to see both of my bestfriends got married. Both of them have been there for me, since my Maahad year, until now. I have known their family members, and even some of their relatives! That is how close we are. Heeeee~

Then we got separated (physically) as we step into our career life. Time and distance has always been a challenge for us. However, we still hold on to each other and never let go. We would arrange for a meet up, we even managed to go for a trip together! Alhmdulillah, thank you Allah, for this wonderful friendship. ^^

By the way, I have just learnt something for these few days, which are:

- do not call people 'names' or give them specific characteristic, as you did not know the true story.

- it is better to be a busy Bee, rather than a busyBody. However, it is better to be not busy at all. Muahahaha...

الخطايا

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته...

كيف حالكم...؟ سأتكلم في هذه المرة باللغة العربية كاملا، إن شاء الله ^^

قبل ابدأ الكلام، أريد أن يشارك معكم عن الكلام جميل من [ ابن القيم ] عليه رحمة الله ..

وكل ابن آدم خطاء وخير الخطائين التوابون ..

فلابد من الخطأ ولابد من التقصير وكلنا ذوو خطأ .. لكن إياك أن تبقى على الخطأ ..

فلا بد علينا ان نستغفر من كل ذنب ونرجع الى الله بقلب سليم...

وأسأل الله ان يعطي القوة في صدورنا ويستقم إيماننا... آمين ^^

A Tribute

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Waddup guys...!!! Hehehe. Tak penah-penah cakap waddup, tetiba hari ni nak cakap...

Ok, sebelum membebel panjang2, just wanna say that this entry will gonna be a 'rojak' one. I'm gonna mix some English & Malay. Sorry la cikgu-cikgu & teachers out there. I'm here to destroy the language system *evil laugh* k k gurau ^^

Alrite. As you guys can see at the title there, I put 'A Tribute'. Therefore I dedicated this entry for someone who is close to me, sometimes will be there for me (noted there: sometimes. Hahaha), share secrets & problems & all that friends usually do.

And he is none other than W. (mcm dah lama gitu tak sebut Nama dia kat blog ni).

Ok, mesti some of you wondering nape fadiah ni tetiba aje nak buat tribute kan? Selama ni tak appreciate ke?

Ah haaaaa... So here goes...

Actually fadiah tak ingat sgt dah berapa lama kte kenal. It has been like more than 5 years. I lost count when I met him. Teruk kaaaan?

Oh well, anyway that is just a number. The important part is the quality of the friendship & how well we connect.

Fadiah mengaku sejujurnya yang fadiah ni mmg tak pandai berkawan sgt. Kalau kawan gitu2, mmg ramai.,tp yang rapat, blh kira dgn jari. & W is one of them.

Masa mula2 kenal dia, mmg susah nak click. Kte selalu bebual merepek, suka buat lawak bods, abeh tu kita kalau cakap pasal org, then nanti mesti end up ketawakan org tu. terok betol perangai time tu. isy isy isy...

Kalau gaduh pulak, tak yah nak cakap la berapa byk kali. Mmg banyak sgt smpi tak terkira. Gaduh-baik-gaduh-baik... Mmg tu la keje kita. Hahaha...

But then as years goes by, we grew up, grew closer & mature together.

We share advices, experiences & knowledge together.

He has helped me a lot, though not all the time. But that's ok. Coz I understand where his priorities should be. ^^

He inspires me (dia tak tahu part ni. Shhhhh~) and sometimes knock some senses out of my head.

So, I would like to take this opportunity to THANK him for his patience, tolerance & kindness.

May Allah reward him with happiness in this life & the Hereafter.

Lastly, may this friendship last forever till jannah. InsyaAllah.



P/s: kalau W baca entry ni, mesti dia terharu smpi tertido kaaan? K k gurau. Hahaha...

Here. Now.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

This entry will gonna be a long one.

It has been a quite busy week for me. Well, at EVERY end of the month is a super duper busy week. Coz we will have to complete our given props for the circle time activities, as well as the Thematic Board (which we have to change it MONTHLY). 

So, that is just SOME of the tasks. (minus the marking, which all teachers have to do. Boo!)

But, regardless of all that jobs, I am still grateful for the life that I have right now. For the faith that I have. Knowing that my Creator is always there for me, is PRICELESS. For those wonderful people that I met throughout my life. For those sweet and bittersweet memories that I had. Alhmdulillah.

Recently, I received a very good news from Aussie. It is about 'the project' that was planned by my Aunt. 

I was told that the guy still not ready yet. Alhmdulillah sangat2!!! It is like a dream come true. Heeeeeeeeee~

Lesson learnt: Keep on hoping and praying. Allah will guide us along the way. 

Ok, next story is about the situation at my workplace. 

First: We have a new VP. She was one of the teachers too.  Since she has been appointed, we have detect some of the changes in her behavior. She was not as cheerful as before. She create a barrier as if she did not know us. She spent most of the time in her office. 

Apart from that, we do make her angry sometimes. Such as: did not finish the given task on time, did not perform the task properly and many more.

Second: There is a new teacher in my school. I have known her since my Uni years. We are just friend, but not that close. Since she has been working there, I heard a lot of complaints about her. 

ok pause. 

It is wrong to talk about others behind their back. But I cant help it. I need to change this.

ok continue. 

So people complained. Since then, I do not talk to her. But there are some few casual talks. It is just I do not want to be close to her anymore. I just need to make a barrier, cause I am the bad one here. 

Lesson learnt:

First; People CHANGE. One day, you might know them kind and friendly. But do not expect them to stay the same for the rest of their life. Unless they are the consistent ones.

Second; Do not talk behind others' back. It is a sin, Fadiah. If you don't like them, try to talk nicely to them but still treat them well. You dont have to be harsh. Yeah, I can be mean and harsh sometimes. I need to change that too.

So, that's it for now. I need to revamp my room coz I got free time now. Wuhuuuuuu~

Stay happy and smile always! ^^

JoDoh

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh...

Ok. Entry kali ni pasal jodoh. Orang selalu suka cakap pasal jodoh. Tapi kita tahu tak dengan siapa jodoh kita.

Ada seorang kawan Fadiah penah cakap: 

"Fadiah, kalau jodoh tu senang macam beli Happy Meal kat McDonald, tak yah susah2 la aku nak usaha pasal jodoh." 

Yeah. Kita berusaha. Allah yang tentukan. 

Dan selepas usaha itu, jika tidak seperti yang kita harapkan, kita perlu redha. Kerana kita telah berusaha.

Apa pun yang berlaku, sekarang ni Fadiah ada banyak benda yang perlu difikirkan. Dan jodoh hanya sebahagian kecil darinya. 

Semoga sama2 kita mendapat jodoh yang baik & boleh menuju ke Syurga bersamanya. InsyAllah ^^

Akal

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah Wabarakatuh

Orang selalu kata "Dah ada akal, mesti dah boleh pikir punye..."

Tapi realitinya, berapa ramai yang boleh fikir betol-betol?

Berapa ramai yang betol-betol memanfaatkan akal fikiran yang telah Allah berikan?

Catatan ringkas buat renungan bersama.

Selamat beramal ^^

Berkata baik

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh...

Ye, memang dah agak lama saya tidak mengemaskini belog ini.

Dan ye, sekali lagi, kerana saya akan menggunakan Bahasa Melayu bagi penulisan belog saya kali ini.

Menjadi seorang guru tadika telah mengajar saya banyak perkara. Mengajar saya untuk menjadi sabar. Mengajar saya untuk menghormat pandangan orang lain. Dan juga, mengajar saya untuk banyak berdiam.

Dalam kehidupan ini, tanpa kita sedari, kita terlalu banyak cakap.Sebelum saya memulakan perbicaraan tanpa suara ini, saya ingin berkongsi tentang satu hadith yang 'fofular' ^^ :

Dari Abu Hurairah R.A. telah berkata Rasulullah S.A.W.:

"Barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari Qiamat hendaklah dia berkata baik atau berdiam diri, dan barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari Qiamat hendaklah dia berbuat baik terhadap jirannya, dan barangsiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan hari Qiamat, hendaklah dia memuliakan tetamunya."

Selama hampir 29 tahun saya hidup di muka bumi ini, saya boleh ingat hanya berapa kali saja yang saya bercakap tentang perkara2 yang baik. Dan yang selebihnya, ianya adalah perkara2 yang tidak berfaedah atau pun yang kosong. Macam orang2 Indoesia kata 'Omong kosong'. Hehehe...

Ye, saya mengaku bahawa saya memang seorang yang suka berjenaka.

Ye, saya mengaku bahawa saya memang seorang yang suka bercakap, sehingga kadangkala membuat orang rasa menyampah pada saya. Saya juga bercakap tentang orang lain. Saya ada juga mengutuk dan juga bercakap berlebihan. 

Tetapi saya tidak pernah mengada-adakan cerita. Segala apa yang terjadi, memang betol-betol terjadi. 

Dan segala perbuatan yang kurang elok pernah saya buat, memang amat di kesali. Saya tidak akan menulis dengan lebih lanjut tentang kekesalan saya. Cukuplah saya sekadar menyatakan yang saya menyesal. kerana bagi saya, kekesalan yang bersungguh hanya diluahkan di hadapan ALLAH, dan bukan pada manusia, mahupun di internet.

Di akhir penulisan kali ini, saya amat berharap pada kawan-kawan yang amat saya kasihi,

jika ada cerita tentang orang yang kamu mahu kongsikan dengan saya, lupakan saja. 

jika ada kata-kata hikmah atau nasihat yang mahu diberikan pada saya, silakan.

jika kamu tidak tahu hendak berkata apa-apa, cukuplah sekadar melemparkan senyum, memberi salam dan bertanya khabar.

kerana saya juga akan membuat begitu. Saya akan cuba.

jikalau saya senyap, bukan bererti saya marah atau sudah lupakan kamu...tetapi saya mencari sesuatu yg baik untuk dikatakan kepada kamu. 

Sekian. Terima kaseh ^^