في الآخر...

Bersyukur. Sedih. Lega. Kecewa.

All these feelings are inside me now.

I decided to let it all go. So that I will not be thinking about it anymore.

My mistakes:
- I let she trust me.
- I never verify it with him.
- I broke the promise.
- I pretend to be ok when it is not.
- I keep it inside & do not let it go.

And now, It's over. Its the end. All the dramas. All the lies. I've hurt so much till it became numb. I learnt a lot from it.

I am only human. For Allah's sake.

I have nothing to say. It's done.

...حسبنا الله ونعم الوكيل وتوكلنا على الله