Kehilangan Yang Dirasai

Sebelum ni, Fadiah selalu kata pada diri, Takpe...walaupun W takde, Fadiah blh jadi kuat.

Tapi sekarang ni, bila W dah takde, Fadiah betol2 rasa kehilangan dia. Fadiah betol2 rasa hilang tempat mengadu, hilang tempat nak berkongsi...

Memang Fadiah akui yang Fadiah ada ramai kawan. Tapi yang rapat cuma segelintir saja. Dan yang betol2 Fadiah percaya, kurang dari 6 org. So bila fikir2 balik, buat apa lah kawan ramai2 tapi yang kita perlukan cuma berapa org saje? Sebab tu skrg ni, Fadiah dah kurang buat kawan baru. Cuma yang ada, kawan2 baru di tempat kerja saja. Dan kalau tempat kerja, kerja saje la jawapannya.

Kalau masa Rasulullah s.a.w. kehilangan orang2 yg tersayang, Baginda turut juga merasa sedih. Jadi, macam tipulah kalau Fadiah kata yg Fadiah tak sedih bila W takde. Tapi kesedihan tu yang membuatkan Fadiah kuat.

Kadang2 Fadiah hargai W lebih mcm seorg kawan. Kadang2 Fadiah hargai W lebih dari yang sepatutnya. Fadiah pun tahu yg kadang2 mesti W rimas. Maafkan Fadiah ye. Fadiah tak boleh tipu perasaan ni.

Kalau W baca ni, Fadiah cuma nak tahu yang Fadiah rindu nak cerita2 dgn W, rindu nak dgr cerita W, lawak2 dari W...mcm2 lagi la....

Semoga kerinduan ini berpanjangan & menambahkan lagi perasaan kasih sayang antara kita. InsyaAllah...

Ya Allah, jaga W baik2 ye. Fadiah sayang dia.

Fly

Fly away and spread your wings

And if you shall return

Then you are mine & I am all yours :)

ConneCTioN

Recently, Something happened. It made realized that I have been talking toooo much.

It made me sad that I almost cried every night.

But then, something strikes me.

Crying will not change anything. Therefore, I have to upgrade and change. No more having fun. coz this WORLDly life is NOT for fun. you MAY have fun, but there's limit.

I began to contemplate and questioning myself.

I realized that I have been such a terrible servant. I forget from where I came from and thus, forget the purpose of my life.

Like a big rock. It hits me. *ouch*

Then, I started to feel calm and try to implies the 'Redha' word into my life. and Alhamdulillah, it DID help me.

Semua benda di dalam hidup telah ditentukan. Ajal, rezki & jodoh. Yang penting, kita kena usaha. Walau bagaimana pun, kita kena ingat yang menTADBIR itu, bukan kita. Redha, sabar & syukur.

JiKalau sesuatu itu sudah diTETAPkan untuk kamu, jika beribu-ribu orang yang datang menghalang, kamu pasti akan TERIMA juga.

Tetapi jika ia bukan untuk kamu, walaupun tiada orang yang menghalang, kamu TIDAK akan dapat juga.

Just pray for the best. coz ALLAH knows what best for us. If he is the best for you, he will definitely gonna come to you.

Berpisah di dunia ini hanya sementara. Kalau bertemu lagi, Alhamdulillah. Jika tidak, kita bertemu di syurga nanti ye. InsyaAllah.

Fortunate is he

Fortunate is he

Who remembers Allah abundantly

Worldly distractions cannot mildly sway

His thoughts of Allah and Judgment Day

Righteous is he

Who bows to one he cannot see

Whose deeds do not spring without Bismillah

Fulfilling his tasks with perfect Taqwa

Devout is he

Who supplicates to Allah intensively

Whose heart is merciful, tender and kind

His gaze on life after, this world behind

Prosperous is he

Who spends his wealth on the poor and needy

Who speaks a kind word to kin and neighbour

Ever-grateful for Allah’s favors

Guided is he

Who prays Salaat with punctuality

Early morning, Tahajjud he prays

For Allah’s pleasure and nearness he craves

God fearing is he

Who contemplates death early

Who starts as he sees his demise

And tears fall over wasted sacrifice

Blessed is he

Who sings Allah’s praises fervently

Blessed be all of Allah’s slaves

Allah’s mercy be with them always