Balance

If there is a road, and you keep walking on it, it gets boring.

If there is a bit of hump, it is tiring to walk, but you will feel accomplished.

If it increases a bit, you feel like you won yourself.

And it increases a little bit more , you feel like you are at the top of the world.

The only difference was the hump.

If the hump was turn the other way round, which is a slope, if it goes down, you will feel comfortable.

If it goes a little bit down, then you will start to fall.

Therefore, life needs balance. ^^


Credits: Choi Min Soo

  

Sick

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Last week was filled with me, lying on my bed most of the days.

Yes, I have been sick. Having fever for the whole week is not a joke. 

But it is actually just a little test from the Creator.

After all these time, He blessed me with health, which I always took it for granted...then now is the time for me to appreciate and make full use of it. 

Baru ingat nak mengadu saket, tapi teringat yang dulu ada seorang Nabi menderita saket selama beberapa TAHUN, tapi dia maseh bersyukur.

Fadiah ni, yang baru seminggu aje saket, dah lupa nak bersyukur. Astaghfirullah~

Alhmdulillah 'ala kulli hal ^^

May all of you be blessed with good health and strong faith. Ameen.

Ain't about the money?

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Life is indeed full of suprises, rite?

Well, well, well....

Recently, something happened to me. Something which I have not expected. 

Before I share the story, let me make it clear that this is just a sharing. 

Ok, one of the best parts in the career life is when it is the SALARY period. Kaching kachiiiing~ ~ ~

It is understandable that part of our intentions to work is to earn for a living. Everyone knows that. It is a common sense. 

However, when people started to question you like this:

"Eh, I thought you work for the sake of Allah. So why worry about your salary?"

I will start to take a very deep breathe and pause for a moment.  

Before I start to give my answer, I will ask them back: 

"Are you saying that when we mentioned about the salary, it shows that we do not work for Allah's sake?"

They will start to rephrase their sentences and continue with their own reasoning.

So people, we are living in the world, where money is needed. It might not be a primary need, but it is part of our need. Therefore, stop asking that kind of questions. It does not mean that when people asking THEIR RIGHT about their salary, they do not work for Allah's sake. 

Ok, back to my story. (yang kat atas tu intro aje. Hehehehe)

Before I went back into this current organization, I expected that they would make some changes. Unfortunately, my expectation is wrong. 

My salary for this month has been POSTPONED for 7 this, due to the mistake from one of my colleagues.

Yeah, at first I was furious, mad and all those unappropriate stuff. But several days later, I started to calm down and told myself that I will gonna give them a letter by the end of the year. 

It is as simple as that.

I do not want to make a big issue for those who do not know their responsibility. I have been tolerating with their nonsense policy (Which is: they salary will be suspended if one of the staffs' punch card has problem, such as did not state the total lateness, did not attach the MC etc). And another thing, about the CPF thingy. Tak payah nak cakap la. Buat penat mulut aje.

I feel so dissapointed that they never change. Oh well, a leopard can never change it spots, i guess.

Lesson learnt: If you cannot expect a person to change, then do not expect an ORGANIZATION to change.

Last but not least, a friend just texted me, asking for a counselling session. Maybe I should try on this...hmmmm~ time for an istikharah! 

Wish me luck!

And the same goes to you, my loyal readers ^^

Fight On!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh...

Just when you think that everything is going fine, according to your way, then suddenly it is NOT!

What will you do?

Will you stop?

Or will you keep on going?





As for me, sometimes I will pause for a moment, take a deep breath, ponder, reflect....and continue my journey as usual.

Just like this blog.

Sometimes there are soooo many posts. Like a daily one.

But then, there will come a time, where all the spiders will come out and fill in their webs... (you know what i mean?)

As long as I am breathing, this journey of life will continue. Come what may....I will continue to fight. InsyaAllah.

May Allah will always be with us.

Untuk seseorang yang bergelar kawan

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh...

"People come and go. Oh well, that's life." ^^

Baru-baru ini, ada seorg kawan Fadiah yang kata dia tanak berhubung dengan Fadiah lagi. 

Bedek la kalau kata Fadiah tak sedih. Ye, saya sedih. Tapi tak dapat nak paksa orang untuk terus berkawan dengan kita kan. 

Persahabatan, percintaan, perkahwinan dan apa-apa hubungan sekalipun, merupakan perkara-perkara yang tidak boleh dipaksa. kerana ianya berkaitan dengan hati.

Sepanjang hidup di dunia ini, Fadiah berkawan dengan ramai orang. & dari situ, Fadiah dapat menilai yang mana kawan yang sejati & sebaliknya. 

Walau apa pun keadaan sekali pun, teruskan berbaik sangka. Fadiah tetap ingat dia sebagai seorang kawan yang pernah berkongsi & mengajar sesuatu. 

Dia ada buat satu permintaan terakhir, iaitu memadam segala yg berkaitan dengan diri dia.

Di sini Fadiah nak minta maaf, kerana terus terang Fadiah katakan, Fadiah tak dapat buang apa2 kerana semua ni adalah sebahagian dari memori Fadiah.

Bila umur dah meningkat ni, kita semakin lebih menghargai daripada menghindari. Ye, itu yang Fadiah rasa. Walau sakit mcm mana sekalipun, Fadiah kena bertahan. Tak nak mengelak. kerana itu lah lumrah kehidupan. 

Kesakitan itu mengajar kita untuk menjadi kuat.

Dulu masa muda remaja, Fadiah memang suka mengelak. Bila ada masalah sikit aje, mula la duduk sembunyi sorang2. So, Fadiah faham sedikit sebanyak apa yang kawan Fadiah tu rasa. 

Ada jugak orang kata yang Fadiah ni pentingkan diri sendiri, insensitive & macam-macam lagi. Tapi mcm W dan Bluefairy cakap, biarlah apa orang nak kata. Mereka tak faham keadaan kita. Mereka hanya menilai dari luaran. Diorang pon penah lalui apa yang Fadiah lalui. Orang kata diorang selfish. So, biarkan laaaa~

Untuk kawan Fadiah yang dah tanak kawan lagi tu: Terima kaseh kerana kehadiran awak mengajar sesuatu. Memori itu memang tak dapat dilupakan kerana ia sebahagian dari kehidupan saya. Maaf kerana kehadiran diri ini menyusahkan awak. Maaf juga sekiranya salah menilai atau menafsir awak. Maaf juga kerana tidak dapat menjadi seorang kawan yang baik.  Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah. Pasti. Semoga kebahagiaan sentiasa menjadi milik awak. Kheir InsyaAllah ^^

The Busy Bee

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

How have you been?

As for me, it was a hectic months. Been busy completing the LP, filling in the students record, preparing props & decor, arranging the plans and so on....

Last two weeks was at the peak. I went back from work after maghrib, almost everyday!!!! Luckily, the school is near to my house. Just a 15 mins walking distance.

And Alhmdulillah, all of it has been completed! Though I fall sick for the last two days... Huhu

But anyway, I am satisfied with my performance (though there are some shortcomings) as I get to see the
improved performance of my students.

It is something which money can't buy and cannot be describe in words. It is such a wonderful feeling. Mmmmm~

Ok, so that's about my work.

Now, back to my life.

I have been attending weddings for these past few weeks. 3 weddings altogether. One is my friend from uni, another 2 are my bestfriends. ^^

I am glad to see both of my bestfriends got married. Both of them have been there for me, since my Maahad year, until now. I have known their family members, and even some of their relatives! That is how close we are. Heeeee~

Then we got separated (physically) as we step into our career life. Time and distance has always been a challenge for us. However, we still hold on to each other and never let go. We would arrange for a meet up, we even managed to go for a trip together! Alhmdulillah, thank you Allah, for this wonderful friendship. ^^

By the way, I have just learnt something for these few days, which are:

- do not call people 'names' or give them specific characteristic, as you did not know the true story.

- it is better to be a busy Bee, rather than a busyBody. However, it is better to be not busy at all. Muahahaha...