Monday, May 31, 2010

Building

Assalamualaikum....

"A muslim towards another muslim is like a building. They support one another." -Hadeeth sahih min Sunnan Abi Daud & Tirmidzi

So what will happen to those who condemn one another?

Hmmmm....

This thing have been lingering in my mind since like just now...hehe.

I went out to meet with Bluefairy after werk. She treat me for my iftar *Thanks to Bluefairy* After the iftar, went to solat and widow-shopping for a while, then went back coz got nothing to do. Reached home, joined my dad to watch for the local news. Then ayah said: "There is a recent news..." I was excited to wait for the news...then...there it was: the news about the Israeli attacks a boat which is on their way to Gaza to send the food supplies...

It was a bit shock for me (who did not always care to watch or care for what happening in this world) =)

And now....I realize something...

that I have been sleeping in my own world....with my own feeling....with my own comfort....

From this moment, I want to spare some of my time, doing a little thing for my brothers and sisters who is suffering in their own land...either in Palestine, Thailand or even in Singapore...

These will not only be an empty words...but those words which will bring some benefit for them. InsyaAllah....



Sunday, May 23, 2010

Hidup Ini...

Assalamualaikum...

Dah lama tak tulis entry dalam bahasa Melayu...Sebenarnya aku dah malas nak blog...
Kadang2 tu, rasa nak blog, tapi bila nak type, malas...So kalau perkataan MALAS tu dah ada, selamat tinggal la jawabnya...heeee~

Ok, aku baru perasaan yang entri aku sebelum2 ni banyak pasal W...so aku dah penat nak citer sal W...mari kita cerita pasal idop aku...

Sekarang ni tengah sibuk dengan PTC (parent-teacher conference) yang akan berlangsung pada bulan JUN nanti....minggu depan merupakan minggu terakhir persekolahan...aku dah tak sabar nak cuti...heheh

Dan lately ni, aku tgh stress dengan worksheet budak2 yang berlambak...semua datang last minute...Entah kenapa eh? Aku pun tak paham curriculum department buat keje mcm mana... Haizzzz....Yang penting, aku buat keje & nak kena rush budak2 ni...Kesian aku tgk budak2 ni...tapi nak buat mcm mana....aku harap dorg kuat...insyaAllah...

Owh...baru2 ni ada sorang adek dari skola lama aku semangat menegur aku kat YM, tapi aku malas nak layan...tak tahu la nape..sekarang ni aku dah malas nak layan orang esp guys...aku cuma layan W sorang je..sbb cuma dia je yang kuasa nak layan aku...huhu

dan lagi satu perkara penting, Aku dah tak pikir tentang kawen lagi....kalau ada jodoh, ada la...kalau bukan di dunia, mungkin di akhirat nanti...kan? kan? Tapi usaha tetap diteruskan =)

Monday, May 10, 2010

This Bond

Assalamualaikum....

Things always happened when you are least expecting it....

That what had happened to me....

I expected that I will not continue my friendship with W, after all the fights and confessions...but then, he forgave me and accept me back.

I am glad but I did not put any hopes on him. Nothing at all.

We had a great chat on last Saturday night. He shared with me a lot of stories. About his life, his dissapointment towards me (duh!) and his hopes towards me. I know and understand how he feels.

I admit that it is really hard for me. He also said that. "Fadiah, i know that it is hard for you. tapi aku harap sgt ko tak citer dgn org lagi. It is the best for both of us. Aku tak nak ko susah nanti."

Yeah. It is hard. But I have to try. because It is a promise. It is MY PROMISE to him. and to myself.

I know there are risks. I dare to take it & I leave it in Allah's hand. Let HIM guides his heart.

والله على كل شيء قدير


Sunday, May 9, 2010

To-get-her

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah...i got a chance to prove that i can make him happy....

Thank you for trusting in me....

I wont let you down...

I wont repeat the same mistake again....

InsyaAllah (ni InsyaAllah Islam k, bukan Melayu sbb aku bukan orang Melayu)

Saturday, May 8, 2010

The walk

Assalamualaikum

When you begin a journey, always remember to equip yourself with the right intention. Once the intention is right, the journey will be smooth and you will get to your destination safely, though there might be some obstacles and challenges.


Life is also like that. It is a journey. and throughout this journey, you may come across many kind of people and you will learn a lot of things.


Therefore, be patient and never ever give up =)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Leaving....

Assalamualaikum....

When we leave someone behind, most people will think because of hatred or dislike....but not for me.

I leave him behind bcoz I need time for myself. Frankly speaking, I really care for him more than myself. But I have to make this decision due to the mistakes that I have done.

Only Allah knows how I feel.


People may assumed and talked. So let them be.

And if it meant to be, then just let Allah handles it. As for me, I am not strong enough to handle this thing. Without Allah's help, I am absolutely nothing....Rabb yassir wala tu'assir...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

As requested

Assalamualaikum....

Its been quite long since I updated this blog.

I went online yesterday & chatted with Ayu. She asked me about my blog. I told her that it has been soooo long since I updated it. Therefore, I decided to update it today.

Not much to say.

Just want you to know that I have changed this blog to public as I want to share it with everyone.

Bcoz we are all human, after all.

*do you think that there is any significant between blog & being human?

I think there is. However I couldnt type to long coz I got to do some summaries for the DP.

ok bYe!