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Every moment thanks Allah, Every second remembers HIM =)

Im kinda happy rite now, therefore I blog. hehehe

Ok, here are some updates on my lurvely Life:

My new Career: As an Ustazah. Ok, this is a bit awkward. Bcoz jadi ustazah. Luckily most of my students called me 'Cikgu' rather than ustazah. hehe. Bukan tak suke, tapi lebih suke Cikgu ar....

One thing that I lurves the most about this job is the TIME. The duration of my werking time is not the usual one, like everyone else...& I heart it sooooo much!

Here is my new timing:

Mon & Wed: 11 am - 6 pm.

Tues: OFF DAY.

Thurs: 12 pm-5 pm.

Fri: 2.15 pm - 9.30 pm.

Sat: 9 am - 4.45 pm.

Sun: 7.45 am - 3.30 pm.

Can u see? My werking time is not like everyone else & the best part is that: I get to escape the PEAK HOURS!!!! Weeeee~ ALhamdulillah.....But somehow, there are NO MORE weekends for me. My NEW definition for weekend is: BUSY-never-end. HAHAHAHA....

But there is one thing about this new werk, which I find that it is a bit hard to swallow, is that the ENVIRONMENT. It is a really SOLEHAH environment. And when I said 'really', it means REALLY REALLY SUPER DUPER solehah. Ok, mayb Fadiah belum kenal dorg sgt. Sebab manusia kan, mesti ada kelemahan.... but then, dorg semua baik2, subhanallah laaaa.... Kawan2 SEBIJIK macam zaman maahad dulu...

And this is really CONTRADICTing with my previous environment.

And.... I find really hard to adapt with it. But somehow, I will TRY. Whatever it is; Just BE YOURSELF & you will be FINE. InsyaAllah~

"O Allah, please strengthen me with YOUR super-duper-mighty power" ;)

Ameen.

A Note

NOTE:

Kalau takde pape nak cakap, lebih baik diam k.

Tamo cakap pasal org, Fadiah. Allah tak suke. Kalau nak Allah suke, banyakkan zikir & buat kebaikan. Fadiah kan kata yang Fadiah nak cari keredhaan Allah...

So stay strong aite...

Love,

Yourself.

Countdown

I am hopeless when it comes to fashion.

"If life is so short..."

"If tomorrow never comes ..."

Don't you realize that there is always 'IF' in front of every sentences that are CERTAIN?

Now I realize it & times are running out. But thank u, LORD for making me realize the important things in life.

I have really learnt my mistakes & I have start my savings. And 3 months from now, I aim to save more than 3K. InsyaAllah. Do pray for me ya....really need ur duaa =)

And for all these time, I have been talking about marriage... I realize that I know NOTHING about it. All I know that I wanna get married, without knowing the REAL intention of doing it. I really need to learn a looot...!

Ive read this article about marriage & understand that it is not an easy journey. It is a journey which come with so many responsibilities. Therefore, I must get prepare & teach myself things that can please my future husband.

A slice from the article:

A marriage is based on:

Knowledge not looks,

Practice not preaching,

Forgiveness not anger,

Spiritual love not lust and compromise!

One should look for a person who

(1) Has love for Allah (SWT) and his Messenger

(2) Has knowledge of the deen (religion), and can act upon it

(3) can control his/her anger and another important and crucial factor that he/she be

(4) willing to compromise.

ALhamdulillah...After read it, I realize that life is short, therefore I wanna do the BEST that I can. I want to RENEW my relationship with my CReator... I really really do. It has been so long that I ignored HIM, I forget about HIM. How ignorant I am! I am so ashamed of myself as sumtimes it would really bring me down. However, Thanks to HIM again, for saving me, for showing me the way & for guiding me all these time...

Therefore, I will not let go of this chance. I wanna grab it & hold on to it tightly.

"If you Love ALLAH & do for HIS sake, everything will be fine." Kheir InsyaAllah.

Please spare a duaa for me. Jazakumullah kheir =)

SemileyDictioN

I am addicted to SMILE. Cant deny it.

For these few days, I have been collecting smiles from strangers. Sounds weird, rite? Hahaha. But that is the truth. I will go out everyday, then start to count for every smile that I received from strangers.

And for these 2 days, I had received about 20 smiles - mostly are from woman & makchix2 & about 2 like that are from guys (part ni terkejut ckit la...lelaki mana la nak senyum kat aku ni..huhu).

Owh FYI, I dont smile at guys but I can talk to strangers. And I dont smile every minute, but I do smile every MORNING, right after I woke up from my sleep.

There are a lot of benefits that we can get from smiling...And most of all, our Prophet has already encourage us to smile to our brothers & sisters as a charity. It has been mentioned in one of the Hadeeth:

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: “Charity is prescribed for each descendant of Adam every day the sun rises.” He was then asked: “From what do we give charity every day?” The Prophet answered: “The doors of goodness are many…enjoining good, forbidding evil, removing harm from the road, listening to the deaf, leading the blind, guiding one to the object of his need, hurrying with the strength of one’s legs to one in sorrow who is asking for help, and supporting the feeble with the strength of one’s arms–all of these are charity prescribed for you.” He also said: “Your smile for your brother is charity.” - Fiqh-us-Sunnah, Volume 3, Number 98

And some of the benefits are (thanks to about.com ):

1. Smiling Makes us Attractive

2. Smiling Changes our Mood

3. Smiling is contagious

4. Smiling Relieves Stress

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System.

(You can refer to the site for more benefits)

Soooo... what are u waiting for? (Plez insert colby & mizz nina song)

Put on a smile & it's FREE!!! =)

Bila Bersendirian

Bila bersendirian

Jangan rasa kesepian

Walau tanpa teman

Kita tetap diperhatikan

Dalam gelap atau terang

Ada mata yang sentiasa jaga

Melihat perlakuan dan rasa

Mencatat dosa atau pahala

Bila bersendirian

Jangan katakan 'aku sunyi'

Sebaliknya selalu bisikkan di dalam hati

Pada diriku sentiasa

Ada Pemerhati

Bila bersendirian

Teruji keikhlasan

Tanpa kejian atau pujian

Apakah terus ada kesetiaan

Berfikir dan berzikir

Dengan tulus kesunyian...

Petikan dari buku 'Siapa DIA di hatiku'

Rindu~

Ye, Fadiah rindu W.

Dia senyap je. Fadiah rindu nak bebual2 dgn dia mcm dulu. Rindu nak share2 story. The last time Fadiah msg dgn dia masa Fadiah minta tolong dia.

Dia baik sgt2. MasyaAllah.

Fadiah nak dia hepi & tenang selalu. "Ya Allah, jaga dia baik2 ye. Kurniakan dia seorang isteri yang baik ye. Coz he deserve it."

Fadiah rindu awak, W...

Ting Tong

That is the sound effect in my head rite now.

Got this HUGE problem & all bcoz of ME.

I know that I have been a very very bad girl. Dun wanna hear advice from my parents, always rebel, always do watever I like, always said things without thinking, always act emotionally etc...

and last nite, suddenly kakak said to me: "Diah, ibu nak pinjam duit ko dlm 1K +..."

I answered: "Diah mana ada duit banyak gitu.."

She said: "Abeh duit yang banyak2 dulu mana? Duit sepanjang ko keja dulu mana?"

I did not answer. And suddenly I realized *dum dum dum* (bunyi batu banyak2 jatoh, hempap kepala).... I have been spending soooo much & yet, I couldnt trace back where it has gone.

Luckily, I realized it NOW. And Alhamdulillah, I have wonderful friends such as the 2 Khadijaaats & W, helping me out.... THANK YOU A LOT. MAy Allah bless your kindness.

Kak Dijah is the one who will always hyped in helping me. Dia siap called & taught me on how to organize my saving efficiently. and always keep asking me if I am ok or not. Cute la ko, kak.

ALLAH tu kan MAHA PENYAYANG. When HE gives you trial, it is always mean to make you STRONGER than before.

Kadang2 best pulak bila ada ujian mcm ni sebab bagi Fadiah sedar yang langit tu tinggi atau rendah. Kalau tak nanti, lupa diri, lupa Tuhan... Untuk yang sesapa yang Fadiah ada hutang, Fadiah akan bayar semula jika ada rezeki ye.... Bayar MESTI bayar, cuma antara cepat atau lambat k... Fadiah tak suka nyusahkan org, but sometimes we are left with NO choice. Maaf sangat2 sbb terpaksa nyusahkan awak semua...

Fadiah doakan yang terbaik & Fadiah sayang semua, ok?

Saling doa-mendoakan ye...