InterView

This more-ning, I had an interview. Went out at 10, then reached at bustop around 1020. I lost my way (as I expected) for a while & luckily I managed to find the place. The block located exactly near the junction, which directed to the Downtown East. *sigh*

The interview was ok-ok la...As you all know, I DON'T LIKE interview. Thank You.

As the old saying goes "Kalau ada rezki, tak kemana..." Though I performed like *toot*, this evening I received a phone call, saying that I was selected and can start to come tomorrow for orientation. Weeee~

And guess what, My old colleagues missed me! HAhaha... They miss the DJ (which is me, coz I used to sing and entertain them) and the Tukang Gunting (which is also me) Hehehe.. ALamak, I also missed them la sey....All those gadoh2, pekik2 mcm tarzan...rindu gilerrrrr...giler pun tak rindu mcm gini...hahaha

Oh yeah...I just remembered what Cikgu had said that during the interview... He used the metaphor of apples as to relate it to the economic increasing in Singapore. Woah. berat nah. tak larat nak pikir. hahaha. ok bye!

GoBLoG =)

Hidup ni mana ada senang.

Hidup ni kena banyak berkorban.

Hidup ni hanya sementara.

Hidup ni tak blh nak hepi2 aje.

Mungkin ada org yg kata saya ni hanya pandai cakap saja.

Mungkin ada org yg kata saya ni berubah2.

Mungkin ada org yg kata saya ni dah boring.

Dan mungkin juga ada org yg tak peduli apa saya kata.

Biarkan mereka.

Selagi saya tahu apa yg saya lakukan,

Selagi saya maseh ingat Tuhan,

Selagi saya maseh ada iman,

Selagi itu saya tetap teruskan perjalanan ini.

Tiada apa yg saya pinta

Melainkan doa yg tulus setia.

Terima kaseh di atas segala2nya.

Semoga Allah memberkati dirimu.

P/S: selamat datang ke Blog saya. Bacalah apa2 yang awak mahu. Itu pun kalau awak boleh & sudi untuk membaca =)

Let Go (or Let's Go!)

“When Allah knows you’re ready for the responsibility of commitment,

HE’ll reveal the right person under the right circumstances. Wait

patiently. Don’t waste your time searching and wishing. Grow and be ready, you’ll see Allah will give you a love story far better than you could ever dream of.”

It was me who started it & it will be me who will ended it.

W.

Yeah...a lot of time I have said that I wanna let him go. And MANY times also I DID NOT STICK to my word.

Why?

Bcoz I LOVE him.

I dont blame him, bcoz I also do not know his TRUE feeling. It is soooo hard for me to even guess what he feel, as he did not tell me. If I could guess, I would say that he LIKES me, but I do not know based on LOVE or desire. but I think that it would be more to desire rather than the love itself.

Today, I went to work. He was also there as he has to relief for someone. After class, I asked him to wait for me. He did, but @ the MRT. Then, during the journey, I talked to him. I asked him a lot of questions. And all are DIRECT questions. and I EXPECT him to answer me honestly.

These are some of the KEY-PoH questions:

-Ko takde matair lagi?

-Ko ada suke org tak?

Then he answered NO. He said "Fadiah, kalau ada, kau la org pertama yg aku akan bilang...."

Yeah, mayb he's right. & he is telling the truth. It is only ME. and the problem is only with me.

After that, I realized that I am too concern about him & it is not good. It is really not good. And when I realized, then I have to stop it.

So before I stop him, it is better to stop myself. So there you go. Letting GO & Let's Go...!!!

The Game Plan

First of all, this is not about the movie which starring 'The Rock' k ...hehehe

This entry is all about PLANNING...

As all of you would know that I am kind of person who would LIKE to plan, but I DO plan... and recently I did alot of planning (and I mean ALOT)...

But somehow, there are always obstacles that will come along the way... and I am aware of that.

For instance, Today was supposed to be the day that I go to SENTOSA with Yunita & Salmano. However, the plan were changed because both of them could not make it. Y has to stay @ home, while S is sick. Soooo, I stayed @ home for the whole day. The plan is forwarded to next Monday. InsyaAllah.

And for today, I have learnt a lot of things...

- How to cook Lauk Pindang.

It is a simple dish. All you need are some onion, ginger, shallot, garlic, turmeric, green & red chilis & some Asam Jawa. Oh ya, do add in the fish or meat.

- To tolerate with the things which I do not like.

I had a long and sweet conversation with my parents during dinner time. We discussed regarding our behaviour towards each other. For example, I will tend to have this argument with my mom...I told her that I dislikes the way she tend to repeat what she had told me before. But then dad told me that it is just the way of a mother. He said "When you become a mother, then you will know the needs of repeating things." Yeah yeah yeah...

So far, that are the lessons which I received today. And yeah, I also did some changes for today. For example, my feelings towards W. Alhamdulillah (rasa mcm nak sujud syukur aje) this feeling are neutral. No more the 'I love You' feeling. Only the like and care are left. He is indeed a one hell of a good guy. Yeah really. That WAS why I have feelings towards him. Well, tried not to follow this feeling. Sometimes I succeed, but there are time of failures too. I was overwhelmed by this feeling, until I forgot where I stand. When he treat me casually, then I realized that I am JUST friend to him. I did not blame him, coz he already stated his stand. The problem is with ME. And now, Alhamdulillah, my feeling is more stable than before (agaknya berkat doa yg tidak putus2...Subhanallah)

And I am soooo looking forward for Friday. There will gonna b slumber par-Tee! yeaY!

ok la, gotta go. Must sleep before 12. Toodles!

Kelakar Abes!

NAk share Link ni dgn Korang...

http://funny-profiles-story.blogspot.com/

Kalau boring2, jengok la blog tu... mesti kekek punye...

Hahaha

Alrite!

Today is just like any normal day for me...

Nothing special. Just a ME time. Stayed at home, did some chores, surfed the net, update this blog, chatted with some friends and oh yeah, I'm gonna buy a DSLR from my fren. weeeeee~

She's gonna sell it & I am so gonna buy it. Must start my saving from now. Ok Go! heeee~

Regarding my not-very-special day, the First person who wished me is W!!!!

I am So hyped. that I went speechless. Then he called me & gave me the 'best' est birthday present ever!!!! Oh W...you are such a sweet sweet guy...mcm mana la aku tak jatuh hati kat ko...but naaaah, that will just happen in my dreams...hahaha

And rite now, my mind is still finding ways on how to get easy money. And I know, there is NO easy way to get it. So I have to try and try....never ever give up. Coz by giving up, you will not see the opportunity which lies in front of your eyes =)

I am loooking forward for tomorrow...insyaAllah!

Follow Me...

Assalamualaikum...

It has been like centuries I have not updated this blog.... If it is a thing, it will be super-duper dusty and surrounded by spiderwebs... and I will be sneezing while cleaning it up. I am allergic to dust, by the way...

Ok...updates updates (I know that you guys are waiting for this part rite?)

Let's go thru my updates chronologically k...

1. I have officially resigned from my work! yeay!!!

2. I working as admin, which is just temporary...and my stress level has decreased. wuhoooo~

3. I am very very very looking forward for the UPCOMING MONDAY...hehe

4. My parents have been bugging me to look up for full-time jobs. and I replied "OK".

HAHAHA...dun wanna reply so much. it is really safe, u know. hehe

5. I AM IN THE SAVING MODE. Thank you. Therefore, I will be a bit (or maybe more)

calculative.

And let me recap a bit what happened yesterday...

Woke up in the morning, bcoz Ibu have been nagging me to find full-time jobs. Then had my shower & help out with some chores. Went to the library (coz some of the mags are due. damn.), shopped for groceries. Went back home.

While I am doing the groceries shopping, Bluefairy texted me. She asked me to tell W that her workplace has been trying to call him , but no answer. Then I told her, that he has not contacted me since morning. So I guess that he is not in Singapore or mayb has been busy.

But then I texted him. Asking him to call her back.

5 min later, he told me that he already returned the call. Ok...that was fast. And I was thinking, Nak kena tunggu aku bilang ke baru nak jawab call? Hmmmm.ok watever.

Later that evening, Bluefairy asked me to accompany her for a jalan2 @ Geylang. Asked permission from Ibu, then *poof* Out me go!!! Heeeee~

Had a lot of fun. But unfortunately didnt get to shop coz my MOTTO for this month is:

Say NO to SHOPPING. Say YES to SAVING. (aku tak tahu nak rasa sedih atau gumbira)

Ok la..Azan pun telah pun berkumandang menandakan telah masok waktu solat zohor.

Before I end this post, just wanna say that I miss all of u & this blog to. Sorry for abandoned you for a quite a long time. But this time around, I promise to keep updating it k... *pinky promise*

k la. before Ibu datang, better aku cabot.

Chao chin chao

Sekian.

Wassalam.