Confusion...

When you encounter with something that you are not sure about it, what would you do?

Would you sit for a while & ponder for some creative solutions, or just let the matter hanging like that?

Would you ask advices from those people that you trust or try to solve it through your own way?

As for me, I would rather let the matter hanging for a while & seeks help from Allah and people who I trust...then, when the right time comes, I will take the suitable steps and make my way through the confusion...

And for the things that have been bothering me for these few days, I have decided to put stop on it and take a look from the other perspective. For example, for the confusion about that guy, I have decided to just let him be...If he got feelings for me, he will know what to do. If he just being nice with me, then I will also be nice to him.

So that is as simple as things should be...Sometimes, we tend to make things complicated ourselves...We blamed the other variables, insted of blaming ourselves....

And yeah, I did make things complicated myself without realizing the consequences of my thoughts...

Positive thoughts = positive outcomes, Fadiah... Remember that!

Wait Lah!

And indeed, I'm a procrastinator....

Just finished two of my group assignments & left one more conclusion to do...then revision tyme!

Exams are just around the corner...my first paper is on the 3rd of April, Friday. I haven't start any revisions yet...

Right now, I'm in Singapore and gonna have my journey back to IIUM tonite...I had to go back because my father told me to submit the MTFA bursary form. But when I went to MTFA, for submission, I found out that the application is open for JC and Poly students only...haiz...

But nevermind...I had some good times in my country. Went out with some of my girlfriends, chatting with some of my great buddies and staring at my lappy for many hours, to finish the literature review that I had to do.

And now, Alhamdulillah...I manage to finish all my works before going back to IIUM...as the saying goes: "There is always blessings in every challenges.."

Hmmm...I have this urge to write many things for this entry...what else eh?

Hah...before continue my story, I would like to let you know something about me...

Eventhough I seems like a talkative and outspoken person, but it does not apply to me all the time...there are somethings which I kept and never let a living soul knows about it...for example: my 'true' feeling towards some of my guyfriends...and it does not mean that I am lying...it is just that I feel that it is not necessary to tell everyone about it...

And yeah, currently I got to know this guy...he is quite nice, but as people, we are all imperfect...so there are something which I don't like about him...

Dyat told me that I am a judgmental person, and indeed, I am.

So I tend to jump easily to conclusion. I think that he likes me but he didnt dare to tell me. The way he treat, look and talk to me reflects his feelings, sometimes....however, I do dare to ask him. I would follow my friends' advice: Just go with the flow...

And yeah...I will just follow his lead...and until he takes the move, then I will definitely respond to it! yeaY! heee

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Cheers peeps!

Out of all creatures in this world, the one that I hate the most is those people who likes to play with other people's heart. They like to show as if they care, concern, love, like...but instead, they feels the other way round.

It is so sick of them that to a certain extent, they would make you feel really happy, but at the end of it, it is all fake and lies.

Stop it, pleaSe!

Can't you see that whatever you do will come back to you? All you care is about to fulfill your own temporary happiness and make others end up with misery...

You said that it is not your fault to make people to like you, adore you...yeah, it is NOT your fault. but it is YOUR fault if you said something which you did not really mean it...

It is YOUR fault if you gives people false hopes and make them believe you...

I'm not blaming you, but please please please...think first before you act.

There are so many things that you can do, but you end up playing with people's heart.

It is a simple thing. If you wanna people to like you, just treat them nicely but there are always limits in being nice. If you feel that people will misunderstood you, make things clear with them.
As simple as ABC and 123...it is YOU who complicated it.

Therefore, think wisely...

Just Go aWaY!!!!

I don't like this moment...

with all negative thoughts covering my head...

the feeling of wanting to kill someone...

I hate iT!

Go away, negativity!!!

Yuhuhu....

Rite now, im sitting at the staircase of my mahallah...and yes! I can access the internet from here!!! Weee~...so starting from this moment, I could go online anytime I want!!

Yippeeee....Alhamdulillah =)

Currently, been busy with many many assignments...but able to cope with life, insyaAllah...

Im in the phase of not-to-talk-about-marriage rite now...

No strong reasons, just didnt feel dont wanna talk about it...

People have been asking me about having a serious relationship with guys, like having special someone, at least a partner as your future spouse..

And my respond ----> No thanks.

There are even some of my friends who are offering in finding my other half...

but Im not sure why, I rejected all the offers.

Thank you for the concern. Really appreciate it.

But for the time being, just let me rest and get back properly on my track. Then, when the right person and time come, I will accept it.

No worries cause all are written by God.

InsyaAllah...

When the tough gets going...

Procrastination...

When things are all being compiled into big bulks, it will either explode or slowly decrease and the air will be released bit by bit...

Well that's me...

Currently I've been busy doing a loooooooooooooooot of assignments which will be due next week...

Been busy...very very busy...

so after this busy period end, then I'll update k...

I promise...

Tata...

Marching March

a BiG Welcome to March!!!

ok, first of all, let me do some updates....

currently been busy with soooo many assignments... got 3 group assignments and 1 individual assignment on hold...oh, procrastinate me!

In this month, there gonna be UMMATIC WEEK!!!! (yeaY!) then gonna be, Maulidur Rasul celebration...and there also gonna be birthdays! cant wait for it...

oh and....

there is something going on in my life...

something new...still fresh from the oven...hehe


Ok, now Im in the IGnoRing PeoPle Mode....

Yeah peeps...Im ignoring my best friend, W....

actually, I dont have any valid reason on the purpose of this ignorance...it is just I feel that I wanna do it...

Yesterday...no, sunday was the starting of my new mode...

he texted me, I replied, but in the middle of our conversation, I just stop texting him...

I did not reply his message as I thought it does not required for my reply...

Hmm...and yesterday, I just talked to him when he approach me...and on my way back to my room, I accidently met him...he invited us to go to the stall, but I didnt go...

ok...Im evil now...but who cares?