Showing posts with label happy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label happy. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Little Things

Assalamualaikum

When you are enjoying the little things in your life, you will feel happier than ever...Alhamdulillah...

That is what I felt for these past few days...

I have started my first full-time work...but not exactly the working part. I have just started the training part. It is fun, but sometimes I do get bored...but most of the time, I enjoyed! heeee~

There is a lot of things that I have learnt and I got to meet with new people! yeay! hehehe...

I enjoyed meeting them and although I know that I may not be close to them, I am grateful to get to know them. However, I DO miss my friends and adek2 in IIUM...but life have to go on... When I chatted or talked with them, I will tell them how I missed them so much, shared with them my stories and so on....

I will always enjoy the smallest things in my life and I am grateful to have them. Thank you Allah...

I wanna share with you about my current working place, but got no time. Mayb later k.
So, remember this: Enjoy the small things in your life. You will never gonna regret! ;)

Take care people =)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Next Step

Exam just finished! YeaY! Alhamdulillah~

Counting my days to go back to Sg...

Goodbye kL...goodbye Malaysia... After sooooo long been there, many memories are created and many people i have missed...for those who I did not get to meet, it does not mean that I have forgot about you...no way... It is just that I did not get the chance to meet with you... Throw aside your worries...cause for every one of my friends will never ever be forgotten... I will always send duaa for you...and that is a PROMISE! ;)

Am still figuring out for what to do in my future.. I got sooo many plans in my mind rite now... Some are realistic, and some are just for fun...hehehe

But whatever it is, I will just move along with the flow... Whatever appears upon me, I will either grab it or simply reserve it for my future...


And right now, I will have to memorize the steps for parking...because I got my driving test this Wednesday...YIKES! Pray for me ya.... =)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Home Sweet Home

I'm BaaaaaaaaacK in Singapore!!!!

Alhamdulillah...just arrived around 8+ pm. Ayah pick me up @ Golden Mile. It was a tiring journey + fun! heee~ Although it was sooooo long, but I had fun in the bus by myself.

Haha. Sounds funny, rite? Well, I really DID had some fun. I did some observations on peoples' attitude inside the bus. How they react in a long journey, what they usually do etc. I also had a chance to write in my journal! Woah..writing in a moving vehicle is not my favourite actually. But, I want to kill the time, so I reach for my pen & wrote whatever come to my mind...


It have been so long since I updated things/events that happened in my life. It is not that I do not want to. but sometimes I am too busy til forgot to update the current situation of my life.


Well, right now, we are in the EXAM fever. Wohoooo~

My first paper will be on the 8th of Nov, followed by another one is on the 16th of Nov. What a long GAP! huhuhu

After that, I will have my pre-test & the REAL test for my driving license. Takoootnyeee. Huhuhu. The fear of driving exam is more intense than my final exams...hahaha.

Ok, that's it for now.

Practice.
REad.
REmember.
Pray.
Hope.


Saturday, September 12, 2009

My Last Iftar

It was Thursday.

Before go to my class, I pass by HS. Then, there he was, sitting by himself with his lappy. At first, I thought I did not want to talk to him, but then, I decided to greet him.

"Hye W..."

"Eh Fadiah...ko nak gi mana?"

"Aku ada class jap lagi..."

"Owh ok..."

"Ko sorang je?"

"A'ah la..."

"K la, nak gi class..."


Later, I received sms from him during class.

W: Ko nampak lain ar skrg. Dah makin lawa.

I: Pe sey. eh, ko lama tak kat HS? Ingat nak lepak ar pas class.

W: Boleh ar. Aku pun dah lama tak lepak dgn ko.

I: K, c u after class.



After class, I went to HS. There he was again. I sat in front of him.

"Fadiah, ko slalu buka katne?"

"Kat bilik ar...nape?"

"Jom la buka kat HS ptg ni. Dah lama tak buka dgn ko..."

"Alahh...malas ar. HEheh...eh, tapi boleh la. Petang nanti confirm kan lagi k..."

"OK..."


He confirmed with me. I also received messages from my adek2, asking me to join them for iftar. And I said YES.

And later that evening, we met up around 645. The moment I reached HS, it was already fully booked by which-ever-society it is...He was not there yet. I reached for my phone, thought of calling texting him...but then, there he was. The moment he arrived, my adek2 also came. His adek was also there. And some of them were surprised to see him with me. Whatever.

Finally, we settled at Basbussa (above HS)and altogether, there were 13 of us. All of them were juniors, except for me & W. hehe.. We talked and talked. W make a lot of jokes, kept me smile all the way.

There is one time which he told me that "Fadiah, aku sengaja ajak ko buka arini supaya bila last day ko iftar kat UIA, ko dgn aku..."

OK...wait. Stop there.

Betul ke apa yang aku dengar? and I just smiled =)

I had a lot of fun that evening. My adek2 was fun. They make me smile, make me laugh. As for W, he was indeed nice. I was like questioning and mula perasan yang bukan2, but then say this to myself: He just want to show his appreciation.

What a Memory!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

AuGusTo

HOLa Peeps!!!

Como estas? (How are you?)
Espero que estén multa (Hope you're fine)

I'm currently into the sPanish mood...heeee~

Donno why but I'm just interested in this language... Wish that I could learn it...but not now... I gotta lotsa things to do right now...

I'll be having a lot of events next week. The Singapore National Day fall this Sunday. Did not care to go back and did not bother to go back. I am too lazy to travel around. Hehehe

There will be 3 important programmes next week:
(1) The National Day Dinner @ Shangri La - 10th Aug
(2) The National Day Celebration - 11th Aug
(3) The UQS Programme - 12th Aug

And I am looking forward to all of them...Weeee~

Oh yeah, and today, I had a grrrrreat day at my uni. I went out for awhile - to withdraw some cash. Went out with W. Had a great time with him. Wish that I have more time to spent in this uni. Hmmmm.....

Friday, July 31, 2009

Looking for Love



Indeed, Life is full of surprises and unexpected things.

Now, I'm in my room...aLone... All my roomies have their own work and lucky me coz the internet connection is gOOd! weeee~

What did I do today?

Well....I done my FIRST group presentation for this semester. Alhamdulillah...and all went well. I was soooo relieved. And it is the first time in my life that I received praises for my presentation. All was prepared at the last minute though. And lucky us, because the lecturer is a nice guy and the topic is easy to understand. We did some interaction with the students by giving them some task - which is a role play - and it was done pretty well =) I was surprised with the cooperation that was given.

After class, I went back to do some laundry. Then received sms from Nuya, asked me to accompany her to OTK. To fulfill my boredom, I decided to accompany her. She bought the sticker 'P' for the license. Then we went to KFC to fill in our empty stomach. While eating, suddenly Nuya said "Eh, tu your kakak kan?" I looked and said "Yup...Jom jumpa dia..."
Luckily we had finished our meal. We went to meet with my sister, who with her second son. About a minute later, her husband and her first son came. We were like talking and exchanging stories. It was lucky and grateful to get the chance to meet her. This is because, ever since she worked, it was very hard to get her. I know that I could give her a call, but sometimes I'd rather sms her instead. I did not want to disturb her. really.

Then we went back. And in the bus, I sat beside a lady who talked with herself. It was scary, man! I recited all the prayers inside my heart and prayed for her to go down as soon as possible. While I was saying prayers in my heart, suddenly she touched me and asked "Beli apa tu?" I smiled ( + control my fear) and answered " Roti je..." It was like........reeeeally scary...huhu
For like a couple of hours like that, she asked me. What was she thinking before that? Hmmmm...

We reached the hostel around 7pm. Then decided to go to Jannah's room, to surprise her. When we arrived, she was not in her room. We used the opportunity to hide and the moment she came into her room, she was soooooo surprised to see us! Hehehe....


Ok...that's all for what happened for today. and right now, I got new mission in life: To Look for my other half. hehe...

And this time, it is FOR REAL. No more bluffing. No more jokes. No more beating around the bush.

Oh yeah, I just remembered. Last wednesday, I had a wonderful time with W.

The moment I met him, he said: "Fadiah, hari ni aku optimistic. Aku rasa aku akan jumpa jodoh aku hari ni." HAHAHA...I was amazed with his jokes. (I just had this feeling that it was a joke, although he do sounds serious). I had to use my lappy that time, so I find a table which has the plug connection near it.

Then he said "AKu rasa jodoh aku akan duduk kat tempat tu..." and he pointed an empty seat, in front of him, but on the table in front of us.

I smiled and said "Ok...kalau gitu, kita main game nak? Kalau budak yang duduk kat tempat tu, ko kenal, ko kena rapat dengan dia...Tapi kalau ko tak kenal, ko kena minta no h/p dia....ok?"

He replied "Ok...." with hesitation though. Hahaha. Then we wait and wait. Suddenly, there is this girl, wearing blouse and trousers, with haversack and glasses, came. She stood beside the empty chair, talking to her friend.

We waited and expected her to sit there. "Kalau dia duduk, habis la W..." I said that in my heart. Hehehe.... And lucky him coz she did not sit there.

About several minutes later, came a girl, wearing pink baju kurung and black scarf. She took her bag, which sat on the empty seat, then she sat down. I and W looked at one another. and immediately I said to him: "Ok W....you gotta ask her phone number..."

W looked at me and said "Alah fadiah....Tak nak la.... Dia mesti dah ade boyfriend nye..."

I was like "WTF ar ko ni! Mana boleh sey....tadi kan dah janji...Lagipun ko yang kata jodoh ko duduk pat situ..."

He replied "Hehehe...ok lah. Kalau gitu, dia jadi JTJ aku..."

I asked (looking confusing) "JTJ?"

He said "Jodoh Tak JAdi....!" and he laughed...I also laughed and we laughed so hard till tears came out from my eyes!

There were also a part where I found out that he got feelings for me. Hehehe. It goes like this:

He asked me to check his email for him. He gave his password, which is the name of the girl who he had relationship once. Then he told me that he will always use their name as his password. He said to himself "Nama ko ada tak eh?" while thinking....

I overheard him and immediately asked him "Ko penah suka aku ke?"

He blushed and tried to cover himself "Mana ada sey..." He changed the topic to something else.
He treated me during lunch time. We shared stories, jokes, opinions etc. It was like the best day ever with him. What a day! Thank you, W ;)

Saturday, July 25, 2009

best ever!

Lately, my feelings are changing...sometimes I felt sooo low that I can't even decide what I wanna do with my life...and sometimes I felt sooo great till I find that everything in this world is wonderful...

I thought that I could be strong by myself, but I can't. I still need my GOD and some friends to help me go through with my life....

And again, I cannot lie to myself. He is always there for me, although not most of the time. But he is there. My wingman aka bestfriend----> W.

He might not notice how much I appreciate him, because I've never ever expressed my true feeling towards him. He is all I need for this time being. Always be with me, try to understand me, be patient with my stupid questions and the unpredictable behaviour... He is so kind to me, in a sense that he never scold or get angry with me. I was amazed with his kindness. He will advised me and supported me whenever I need it. He will always cover for all my flaws and always try not to hurt me. Wonderful isn't it?

Monday, June 29, 2009

RizQ

When one doors closed, another door will open for you....that is rizQ...

This morning, I received an sms from IIUM...stating about a job offer...I called them back and got to know that they want it as soon as possible....

I was like...WTH...so I just pass it...

They want it quick and I was having my holidays in S'pore + teaching my aunt + attending some weddings...and why in the world should I go back to IIUM? just for the matter of this job? It is not worth at all...

After the conversation, I called W...just to share with him the story...

At first, he was surprised to receive call from me...It was unexpected...hehe
Then I shared with him about the job offer...and he said: "Alah fadiah...ko keja dgn aku sudah..."

Hahaha...I had a great laugh with him. Did not talk much. He was too excited to get a chance to talk with me. hehe.

Well, it seems that it is going to be hard for me to leave him...Haiz...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

And yes...

...he was there for me =) (plus YOu...you know who you are *winks*)

People would always say that friend in need is a friend indeed...however, sometimes we just need someone that is right and at the right place.

When one people gone, another will come to us. As for that someone, W, was there for me last night. Listening to the unfortunate story of mine... then slowly he gave me some advices...

"Always learn from mistakes, Fadiah... Whatever had happened are the past. You must face your phobia so that you will know whether you still had that phobia or not...."

And yes, it is true.

About the other guy, he was silent as usual. I gave him my last sms yesterday. I apologized to him for all my wrong-doings and I tell him that I will not disturb him anymore. And that's it.

Things are just soooo vague between us. It is just impossible to continue something which are clearly unclear...I've tried my best. and yes...It's time to move on...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

New Leaf

Salam Peeps...

WhaT a BraNd and FreSh new Day!

That is what I feel from the moment I woke up from my sleep =)

I do not know why....but I just feel grateful for being alive!!!!

SOunds funny, rite? Well, sometimes you does not know why you feel something even though you tried to find some causes to your feeling....

Even though there are so many problems rite now in my mind, I still feel happy..Alhamdulillah...

And now, I'm gonna put myself first in everything that I do...

I want to take my sweet old time that I've missed...

I do not want to burden myself with all these uncertainties...

And most of all, I want to stop blogging about these crappy guyfrens...hehehe

But if there's anything juicy, I'll definitely update...don't worry k...

YOU will be the first one to know *winks*

Ok then, gotta go... I have class to attend....

Sayonara =)